Thursday, September 28, 2017

You are going to be fine

" You are going to be fine "
Everyone just need to stop to say this. Because it doesn't matter how hard I tried to tell myself every single night that I'm going to be fine..
But eventually it's me who have to face the fact that

I won't be fine at all.

Tuesday, September 19, 2017

At First

I remember at first, I was terrified to talk to you everyday. 

I remember I used to be scared to kiss you, to hug you, to even talk to you. And it was all because I was so frightened of messing it all up, of messing us up. 

I didn’t want to say the wrong thing, or do the wrong thing, so I did nothing and hoped for the best. As time went on, my confidence lifted up and I came to the realisation that you were in love with me, no matter what I said or did. So I began kissing you without notice, grabbing on and hugging you when I felt like it, talking so much that you had to tell me to shut up. 

And that’s when I fell for you I suppose, 

I showed you parts of me that nobody else has seen because I’ve always backed off, but you, you loved me for them. 

And I suppose I gave off too much because everything got too much for you 

and you le..

Sunday, September 17, 2017


It's you.
In a thousand of lifetimes, in a hundred of ways,
it's you.
It'll always be you