Friday, August 4, 2017

I'll be there


3 AM or 3 PM, i do not care.

I will be there, when you

need me.

Friday, June 30, 2017

You'll be my last

At this point,
I just, don't know.
The fact that's, hurts soo much.
Some people called me

" Stupid "
" Lelaki dayus "

For not making a confrontation.

They do not know our story,
My story.

If someone were to blame,
It's was me.

Knowing the truth,
By my own eyes.
Yet,
I'm still here.

" Why ? "

" You'll be my last. No matter what. "
" I promise "

Wednesday, June 28, 2017

كُنْ فَيَكُونُ

(كُنْ فَيَكُونُ)

Knowing what had happened,
in the absence of me,
for a brief of time..
.
.
.
Why You give me "such" a test
Why You showed me "that"
.
.
.
Allahu

Please give me 
strength
Please help me

Please
Please
Please

I'm begging

Lies

" Why man loves to lie ? "
" Because woman loves to hear "

Sometimes, we tell lies to comfort you. We are an ignorant creature while you are an overthinking one. You guys think too much, make assumptions and conclude it by yourself.
Here's a situation.
If we accompany you to buy some clothes. And you asked us either if baby blue or royal blue looks better on you.
We actually don't care. If we love you, you look better on anything. Even better without anything, lol. But, if we say that we don't mind about it.
" Anything will do "
" Whatever babe "

You know what's going to be in your mind ?
" He doesn't love me anymore "
" He doesn't care about me. He has someone else "

You started to assume things.
That's why we lie.
Sigh.

Tuesday, June 27, 2017

Hey, I'm hurt

" Hey, I'm hurt "
" Sure, I'm here. What happened ? "

That's how I treat them. Whenever they were sad. Whenever they were down. I would say that I am there for them.
And whenever this world is being hard on me. Whenever I couldn't hold on myself and need someone by me.
" Hey, I'm not okay "
" I don't know if your pain is worse than mine? "

That's how they treat me.
So I know, people only want me to hear them. They want me to comfort them. They want me to hold them. But they never want to hold me when I need them.
That's pathetic.

Thursday, June 1, 2017

Thursday, April 27, 2017

Two Soul

It wasn’t that he didn’t love her.
It was just that he was so in love with her,
and knew that she was his destiny, that he didn’t feel like
he needed to give her any more signs of his love. 

Meanwhile, she was still wondering what she meant to him. 
She was still trying to make him love her, waiting for him to express it. 
The reality was that he was already in way too deep. 
What he was looking for at this point was different
from what she was looking for. 

And this is when disasters happen.
Two people who are in love, but lose each other because
she feels like he’s not showing his love enough,
and he feels that she doesn’t trust his love for her enough. 

Monday, March 13, 2017

140117

If Allah has written
something to be yours.
It will be.
Time might be different.
The journey might be different.
But it'll be
yours.
.
.
.
14 January 2017.
Alhamdulillah.
Alhamdulillah.
One more step to go.
.
.
.
Be strong.
Have patience.
We can do it,
Together.